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Posted on July 26th, 2007 by Cam.
Categories: Let's talk.
The highlight of this story that we are in, regardless of the outcome, is that I have you. In the scheme of things, getting better is trivial. I plan to live a fulfilling life for a long time to come yet, but I want you to know that I experience total fulfilment each day that you walk beside me, run beside me and crawl beside me. Just when we thought we were going to settle down a bit and become a little more structured. Sigh!
Let’s grow old together.
Happy Birthday. I love you.
Cam
My favourite place is wherever we meet.
Posted on July 26th, 2007 by Cam.
Categories: Let's talk.
Reality is setting in at the moment. I think because I am sore and tired and miss being able to move without pain, drive a car, ride a bike, play twister. We spent a good amount of time chatting with Rach&Micheal (sister&brother-in-law) last night. This is the crap part. Having to see people you love process different aspects of grief is difficult. Some people try and make sense of what is going on, some respond with confusion or anger at why this happens, a lot are left speechless not knowing what to say, and others just hurt and grieve without words.
My priorities at the moment are to make the most of each day with people and process what is going on in the healthiest way possible. I want to balance the reality of the situation with the hope there will be a happy outcome. Denying the realities never did anyone any favors and resigning to a fatalistic attitude is not an option for me at the moment. I am not angry, not confused, not distraught, not certain. I have hope though, and I am loving being surrounded by friends and fam.
You may be noticing that I am not writing every day. Somedays it will be therapy for me, otherdays I don’t want to face the reflection. If you are wanting good food for thought though, check out www.guiltybystander.org . Every word that I have heard the writer say or I have read has been full of thought, or insight, or humour, or all three.
Go and have yourself a great day.
Song of the day:
Grief Lignting
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