Snippet of life

Posted on June 9th, 2008 by Cam.
Categories: Let's talk.

An extract from a letter I wrote a friend this week. I couldn’t be bothered re-writing or fluffing it out to make it sound profound. This is life, and it is allowed to be.

“One would think that me being sick would soften my heart to spiritual things, relational things, make me repent like crazy and pursue a holy life. At this point, I think I am more reactionary, remain pissed off at people who have hurt me and feel like I am more capable of pursuing sin than ever before. Hows that?! This should be a fantastic opportunity to get things in order. Instead I am in tension with being a bitter soul and one who feels like I am learning significant things about God’s nature. A strange place to be.

I am beginning to fear a bit more for the future. I fear more for the way I may handle it, rather than how things pan out with my body.”

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