Comments for The Walk Beside

Comment on The Pointy End by Jamie

Jamie — Fri, 17 Jun 2011 23:08:16 +0000

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Comment on Very sleepy by Netti

Netti — Fri, 17 Jun 2011 04:21:26 +0000

Thinking of you and Ash

Comment on The Pointy End by Wilson tribe

Wilson tribe — Thu, 16 Jun 2011 03:37:11 +0000

Hey Cam, we are looking forward to your wedding in a few weeks. Lots of love from the Wilson tribe in Hovea. xx

Comment on The Pointy End by Samson & Family

Samson & Family — Wed, 15 Jun 2011 16:44:19 +0000

Dear Cam, Remember, “the Lord is our refuge and everpresent help in need” Yes, God’s economy never exhusted… He is going to make all your dreams, wishes and desires come true. CONTINUE KEEP UNSHAKABLE FAITH ONLY AND ONLY IN THE LORD JESUS CHRIST. Samson & Family

Comment on The Pointy End by Toddy

Toddy — Wed, 15 Jun 2011 04:31:44 +0000

Wow, a time-frame.
Something to take notice of?
Something to ignore?
Something to beat?
Something to include in your testimony at your 80th birthday?
Something that gives cause to ponder?
Something that ramps up the fight, inspiring the battle-cry that you describe?

Something or nothing?

In the meantime, we give thanks for the opiates.

Comment on The Pointy End by Peter E Jones

Peter E Jones — Wed, 15 Jun 2011 04:09:44 +0000

Hi Cam
glad you felt able to complete the tests for the trial.
Are they now able to tell you whether that addition to the Velcade was the real McCoy or just a dummy tablet?

That guesstimate on the timeframe is just that, a good guess.

All the best for that upcoming wedding.

Comment on The Pointy End by James B

James B — Wed, 15 Jun 2011 01:29:18 +0000

Wow. How do you add a comment to that. This is one of those moments its a honour to know that we are blood related Cameron. Thanks for sharing this journey with us. God is very close right now.

Comment on The Pointy End by cons

cons — Tue, 14 Jun 2011 22:59:40 +0000

I love this blog Cam, I love spending 5 minutes in your mind. xxxxxx

Comment on The Pointy End by sojourner

sojourner — Tue, 14 Jun 2011 19:34:20 +0000

you make me laugh and cry at the same time – tell your mom and pop hey for me – i’ve an idea – if you have photos of the tumor would you post one so i can lay hands on it and pray? even if it is with a shirt on – it will provide a good visual for my spiritual eye :0)

Comment on Very sleepy by Toddy

Toddy — Tue, 14 Jun 2011 04:26:28 +0000

Sorry to hear that you’re on the oxys again, but glad that they are there to help.

Comment on Very sleepy by Samson & Family

Samson & Family — Mon, 13 Jun 2011 18:03:58 +0000

Dear Cam, it is true life is great but let me tell you that you life is very previous in the sight of God and for all of us. Be sure that God’ healing hands on you and specially every part of your body. With healing showers of God, Samson & Family

Comment on PBTW by Julianne Pulver

Julianne Pulver — Sat, 11 Jun 2011 16:37:14 +0000

My dearest Cameron,
I am constantly amazed at you and how you are handling this journey. I think about you everyday, pray for a miracle and struggle with the fact that too many beautiful young people are fighting this horrible disease. I want to say something insightful but all I can think of is, “this sucks, big time!!!!” and “it isn’t fair and it’s just wrong, wrong on so many levels.”

From the very minute I met you I was struck by just how special you are. I cannot put into words just how much you have affected my life. Truly, I feel so fortunate to have come to know you and am most grateful. You have touched my heart, dear, sweet Cameron.

Comment on The dark side… by Cam

Cam — Fri, 10 Jun 2011 02:34:41 +0000

Thank you all,

I am feeling again quite encouraged after some intense prayer and teaching yesterday afternoon. I feel genuinely that I will not die this time round – just need to get my body to agree with this. Thank you all so much.
c

Comment on The dark side… by Beth

Beth — Thu, 09 Jun 2011 13:59:28 +0000

Cam,
May your faith be unshaken and your love shine brighter than gold.
Saints, family, friends, unbelievers!! Everybody pray for a miracle!

Comment on The dark side… by Toddy

Toddy — Thu, 09 Jun 2011 07:43:01 +0000

This sucks.

You’re stronger than me. I don’t know that I could do what you are doing.

I’m thankful that you continue to share your heart (even with pain underneath it).

Comment on The dark side… by Janine

Janine — Wed, 08 Jun 2011 23:20:00 +0000

You remind me of another Man, aware of the journey ahead, who dearly desired that the cup be taken from him… healing did not happen before the grave, but the story ends well! Your quest perhaps becomes the ultimate “walk beside” as He now walks with you down a road familiar only to Him. When you are weak… He will be strong.

I recall “The Little Way” of St Therese of Lisieux who counted this the highest honour, walking in the very footsteps of Jesus. (check out her story, particularly the ‘night of faith’ bit on wikipedia).

Deep peace and strength to you and your precious ones, Cam.

Comment on Prelude by sojourner

sojourner — Wed, 08 Jun 2011 14:39:46 +0000

thank’s for sharing this – you continue in my prayers – e-mail me whenever you want to vent or go deeper

Comment on Prelude by Kristie

Kristie — Wed, 08 Jun 2011 01:03:04 +0000

Cam we walk beside you and your family with our hand placed upon your shoulder. Love the Metcalf clan xxx

Comment on Prelude by Toddy

Toddy — Tue, 07 Jun 2011 05:18:19 +0000

You asked previously whether or not you have enough faith?
Well, you have spades more than me. And, given how many mustard seeds fit on a spade, I figure you’ve got ‘enough’.

All down to God now. Not you, not your amount of faith, not your anything, nor the ‘anything’ of anyone else…

Frightening.
Cool.
Bizarre.
Uncomfortable.
Beautiful.

All at the same time…

Comment on Prelude by Sharon Murphy

Sharon Murphy — Mon, 06 Jun 2011 14:56:03 +0000

I have always been walking beside you Cam.

I want to give you a website of people with myeloma and their supporter who know exactly what you are going through.
http://www.acor.org/myeloma.html

Unfortunately we will never live a normal life as it was again, but we need to fight this beast it is the drugs that keep us alive and the longer we live the better the drugs get and who knows one day they may find a cure, this is my norm.

I hope there is a god because I would like to think that my daughter is up there with him. I pray every night and you are always in my prayers.

Love Sharon Murphy

Comment on What the heal? by Cam

Cam — Sun, 05 Jun 2011 14:21:48 +0000

Thanks Manda and Toddy for your never-ending support and encouragement. What a privilege it is to have your friendship.
muchos lovos to you manda and a very manly handshake to you toddy

Comment on What the heal? by Cam

Cam — Sun, 05 Jun 2011 14:17:20 +0000

Heya Marlene – so good to hear your thoughts, thanks for sharing them. And yes, there have been many times when I thought God was not involved in my circumstance. I have had a few experiences along the way though that have shown his presence in what is going on, and I believe He will continue to do so. The one I battle with the most is wondering if God has turned his face from me because of something I haven’t dealt with. I rack my brain day and night, searching for anything that may be getting in the way. I ask for revelation. Still, things are quiet. So I don’t know at this stage. I am still waiting for answers on many things. I guess we all are!

Comment on What the heal? by Marlene

Marlene — Fri, 03 Jun 2011 12:53:42 +0000

Cam. I have rejoiced, laughed and cried with you for many months; years even – as you have expounded on your expriences in a gritty, courages and articulate manner , that makes you such an interesting individual. You don’t really know me (I did meet you once and gave you a hug) so I am not sure if I have the right to ask you a question. But here goes anyway. I once fed myself the lie that God didn’t care and wasn’t working for us in our circumstances. Everytime life was taken to another level of difficulty and pain, my lie was re-enforced. After 20 years of faith for healing, my daughter and I were taken through four and a half years of hell and our faith and confession of God’s abandonment grew. We knew Jesus was still our Saviour – held to this confession strongly and knew that this life wasn’t the ‘be all and end all’ of our destiny. But I believed the lie…..”God doesn’t care.” It’s easy to see the error of my ways now because my emotions and physical situation are a lot more stable…..but back then..!! Do I detect a little of the same thinking while you are going through such an onslaught of mammoth proportions to every part of your being? It’s pretty natural really to experience negativity, self annhialation and doubt, and you are honest enough to admit to it – I can tell you – you are not alone. I still don’t have any answers Cam. When life is one gruelling step after another is that the time to try to find answers? Or is it the time to find comfort, strength and love – from God and from those He has placed around us. God doesn’t see you as a sinner, He sees you as His child made in the likeness of His Son. Enough with the self examination – away with the lies! You have a well of peace dwelling in you, (the Holy Spirit) draw from that well.
With love and blessings.
Marlene

Comment on What the heal? by Manda

Manda — Thu, 02 Jun 2011 13:43:24 +0000

My Friend… my understanding of theology is pretty basic but I don’t think God is withholding his gift of healing because of something you did or didn’t do. I don’t think it’s about your faith levels either… I recall something about having faith the size of a mustard seed!
Cam, so many questions remain unanswered for you and those of us that walk beside you and one glorious day we WILL know the answers.
We’ll continue to ask God for his grace, mercy and healing power to flood you.
Love xxx

Comment on What the heal? by Toddy

Toddy — Thu, 02 Jun 2011 04:56:34 +0000

What’s wrong with Meatloaf?

I have been walking beside fairly quietly for a few weeks, but been there none-the-less.

With this post, I feel like I can encourage you to believe that yes – you do have enough faith. If your healing came from more faith, then it would be about you, not God, your work, not Salvation.

God loves you to bits, and, despite still having a diseased body, I know that you see God’s love constantly, through those around you, the things you can do, the pursuit of Him.

I’m finding myself being aware that there was no moratorium on sickness when Jesus walked the earth, although it was cast out of some. I guess that goes to show that there is no formula.

Regardless of all of this, I’m really thankful for your honesty at this time – you are saying what I bet others have felt, but have not had the words for. You continue to inspire, stretch and give cause for thought.

I wish I had an answer that would actually make a difference. I don’t, therefore, I ramble.

Toddy

Comment on What the heal? by Beth

Beth — Thu, 02 Jun 2011 04:30:27 +0000

Dear Cam,

I am delighted to hear from you again, and have been irregularly checking things on The Walk Beside. Waiting for the book to be published, seriously. I rejoice for you having the love and support of Ash and am thrilled about your upcoming marriage. Paining for your struggles and delighting in your joys, sharing a part of life. I have heard that sharing joy doubles it and sharing grief halves it. Not sure it’s a confirmed theory, and you’d know if it relieves your pain to describe it for us…

To have friends one must be a friend. Friends share with each other and spend time getting to know the other. Bingo, I am your friend, and certainly sister believer.

I’ve thought about the subject of life, faith and miracles, because of my own experiences, yours, and others. I applaud your attitude, faith and endurance.

I believe that from the creation of human life in the womb to the death of that body, be it 1day or 100 years, that it is not so much about the length of life as much as the beginning of our eternal existence. Eternity begins when God uses man and woman to create a new life and will not end at death. Thankfully after death we are without our frail mortal shell, but completely whole and still fully ourself. The body may die but the person goes on.

I believe in divine intervention and we are taught to pray for each other and ask for healing. I know there are no 200 year old Christians, so we are meant to live for a time on this earth before dying, which is the release of the temporary body as the who-we-are continues beyond time/space/matter.

I believe in miracles: In miracles of immediate, total, creative restoration; In miracles of slow healing and recovery; In miracles of timing and personnel that we see each day; In miracles wrought by unbelievers as they carry out their jobs, unaware they are being guided. I also believe in seeking the best medical and technological assistance available for our imperfect bodies.

The faith to believe for a miracle is not a formula for success, as many who have suffered unbelief were still healed, even unrepentant and ungrateful unbelievers. Yet God has mercy on both the faithful and ignorant. It was a revelation and a relief to me to discover that my prayers were not more answered if I prayed harder, longer, more frequently or with fasting, though they are all good. We are instructed to pray for healing and these good ways are given to us.

Our prayers are acceptable to Him whether strongly presented or barely whispered. I just know that it is not failure to pray and not receive a miracle. He can heal even in our weakness and lack of faith, and yet sometime we die despite the undaunted, faithful battle. Jesus prayer to let the ‘cup of suffering’ pass in Matthew 26:39 was not answered in miraculous deliverance but his prayer in John 17 was answered indeed, and still echoes. God is truly sovereign and just.

I don’t believe that God is the cause of illness/disease and that He destroys our lives. Consider Job, a righteous man whom God loved. No doubt where the cause of his trouble was from, and yet God was still sovereign and in control. Job thought his suffering came from God but the narrative is clear it was the enemy who oppressed him. Regardless, he maintained his faith. “Though He slay me, yet will I trust in Him: but I will maintain mine own ways before Him” (Job 13:11-15).

It is not likely that all suffering/illness is a spiritual attack, but also the consequence of living in a fallen, failing world. Much harm has come from environmental and genetic deterioration. It’s just not as good a place to live as it was originally and we are poor copies (DNA) of the original design. So much for evolution, I am a fan of the opposite theory.

When asked who was responsible for a man’s blindness, Jesus answered, “Neither did this man sin, nor his parents: but that the works of God should be made manifest in him.” And the man was told what to do to be healed.

I don’t think our bodies will ever see the fullness of life we are designed for, on this side of death. We can actually thank God for his severe mercy on Adam and Eve which resulted in the eventual death of their human bodies and spirit release, because eternity is a long time to be in a state of separation from God, which was brought about by sin. Don’t worry, there are angelic guards protecting the way to the tree of life, not from us (as if we could find Eden and overpower the angels) but for us, keeping it safely from the one who first abused it.

What I want shared at my funeral, tomorrow or in 50 years, is something like what 7 year old Anna said in Mr God, This Is Anna, by Fynn. “When I die, I shall do it myself, no one shall do it for me.” And that sentiment was echoed by Steve Saint in the recent movie, The End of the Spear, “No one took my father’s life. He gave it”. That is how I hope I will feel, regardless of the timing or manner of my death. Shortly before his death, missionary A Judson said: “I am not tired of my work, neither am I tired of the world; yet, when Christ calls me home, I shall go with gladness…” David Livingstone wrote, “I am immortal till my work is accomplished.”
http://www.wholesomewords.org/missions/msquotes.html

There is a much smaller commentary along these lines on my blog, which was used frequently a while ago, not so much lately. http://canberracollins.blogspot.com/2007/05/putting-things-off.html

As a nurse/midwife I know in the natural what the medical world expect your progress to be. Thank God for His supernatural intervention, miraculous restoration and recovery, which I pray is yours.

Love and blessings abundant.

Comment on No news is… no news. by Cam

Cam — Wed, 01 Jun 2011 16:05:12 +0000

I will pass on your regards Anna! I plan to be at whatever next reunion there is. I have to make up for the days I missed at school somehow.

Comment on No news is… no news. by Spanna

Spanna — Wed, 01 Jun 2011 10:44:23 +0000

I’m sorry I won’t see you at the 20 year reunion, but I expect to see you at the next few! 30? 40? 50 years? They should all be even more interesting!

Comment on Part 2. May 24. Read Part 1 Below by Beth

Beth — Mon, 30 May 2011 03:45:58 +0000

Thank you for showing us that God is bigger and greater than all that you have been through, and for your faith through the fire. All our lives have undergone change, challenge, joy and suffering to some extent over the last 4 years, is comparison relevant?
My thoughts and prayers have been with you regularly/occasionally due to your blog. Thank you for letting me walk beside you. Blessings from the other side of the continent, The Canberra-Perth Alliance again.

Comment on Part 2. May 24. Read Part 1 Below by Peter E Jones

Peter E Jones — Fri, 27 May 2011 06:13:19 +0000

Cam, not sure if you are reading your email, so I’ve plonked a copy here too!

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That was a nice break out in the autumn sunshine in Kings Park and for Charlotte to meet up with Ash last Sunday.

Your dad tells me that you are coming off treatment, or at least the experimental trial.
That seems as if it is not hitting the spot.

What I was going to add, if your docs have not already suggested it, was to consider supporting treatments.
There are several simple ones that perhaps us olde folks should follow too!

Such as getting enough calcium in the diet to aid bone replacement.
Milk products seem a better source than simple tablets.
Brisk walking also seems to be important to make the bones stronger and also improve the immune system.

Also, especially in the winter months, to add in adequate vitamin D, this aids the calcium absorption too.

Lashings of Omega-3 (AKA fish oil) — I am taking two lots of 2X1,500mg tabs per day after realising that the Glucosamine was just going down the pan.
And that seems to be OK for joint pain as well as all the other good stuff it does to the brain.

Omega-6 are also needed, get that from un-roasted nuts, eg walnuts etc. and meats.

And some mixed berry slushies with yoghurt gives you a boost of anti-oxidants and calcium.

There are probably some other minerals and vitamins that can be added to the mix.
From the usual over-hyped suppliers BUT not Isagenix!!!!

Then there are more interventionist treatments to maintain bone strength.
In particular the use of bisphosphonate.

I was reading a couple of papers from the recent 3-6 May 2011 International Myeloma Workshop in Paris by Dr. Roodman.
In particular this summary:
“Consensus guidelines for the management of bone disease in multiple myeloma”

They are both available from their site as PDFs (the icon shows a Word doc):

http://www.myeloma-paris2011.com/content/view/15/10/

As to pain management there are two main aspects:
1) the reality of physiological pain signals and
2) how the brain responds to (ie interprets) them.

You may like to watch the UK BBC Horizon documentary that explores this issue and reveals some surprising results.

One location for it is here:

http://topdocumentaryfilms.com/secret-world-pain/

Or you can search for “The Secret World of Pain”.

In one amazing experiment, using a functional MRI scanner, it showed that even with the top opiate infused people could still feel pain if they thought that the opiate had been stopped!

And of course, the other way round, no sensation of pain and no opiate in spite of the experimenter inflicting physical pain.

I wasn’t too sure why the young man had to cut off his arm when trapped in the basement.
Why did he not wait, you can survive quite a while especially if you have water.
And then how come that saw was to hand????
He has a verra scary voice too!

All the best, make sure Ash keeps up all the hugs etc, cannot just be meds, meds, meds . . .

regards
- Peter Jones

PS, oh, what about an early-grey-nomad tour of Australia first before trying the US?
If I was younger I’d fancy the Whitsundays on a catamaran with a companion by my side and chilled pina colladas as the sun sets!

Comment on Part 2. May 24. Read Part 1 Below by sojourner

sojourner — Wed, 25 May 2011 11:14:53 +0000

correction: “you are living to see God as He is” and allowing others to see His reflection in you

Comment on The decision by Pam R

Pam R — Mon, 23 May 2011 09:05:06 +0000

Still with you in this; praying and trusting same as you. Keep affirming it, friend.

Love PJR – office lady.

Comment on The decision by Julie Sparrow

Julie Sparrow — Fri, 20 May 2011 16:37:39 +0000

We prayed for you in our small group in Kabul this morning. Walking beside from afar.

Comment on The decision by sojourner

sojourner — Fri, 20 May 2011 12:27:51 +0000

invite Him into the decision making process – take a deep breath – leap into His faithfulness – that is all we are called to do – an exciting ride indeed!

Comment on Last Friday. by Samson

Samson — Wed, 18 May 2011 17:21:41 +0000

Dear Cam, yes God is going to do great miracle in your life just keep steadfast faith in Him. Thanks for marriage invitation, we all are looking forward to see that great day. Samson & Family

Comment on Last Friday. by Steve

Steve — Mon, 16 May 2011 13:15:56 +0000

Hi Cam, I’m Steve and I’m Ash’s cousin. I haven’t met Ash… YET!.. but found her on Facebook a year or so ago and have occasionally kept in touch. I received an update from her not too long back regarding plans etc with a link to your blog. I’ve come here a few times to have a read… (not in a storkerish way!)… Just like Ash, I know what it’s like to have a loved one battling with Cancer. Anyway, just wanted to let you know that I’ve been praying for the two of you also and for your healing. Your battle is different in that you have God fighting for you and that’s an awesome thing! God is a faithful God.
All the best.

Comment on The count. by Toddy

Toddy — Sun, 08 May 2011 10:41:48 +0000

So glad that you are feeling better. I was about to ask whether nothing or lots was happening… and then this appears!

Blessinga upon you.

Comment on The count. by sojourner

sojourner — Tue, 03 May 2011 18:23:50 +0000

i believe in your healing

Comment on by John Wieck

John Wieck — Mon, 25 Apr 2011 03:07:29 +0000

Gidday Ash and Cam,
Firstly, congratulations to Ash on her decision to be baptised and start on her new journey of fullfillment, meaning and contribution.
Cam, there is a huuuuuuuge link between mind and body in relation to wellness, which is being reinforced daily with many scientific discoveries. Many of Christ’s mesages can be linked to this connection with the subconscious as well as conscious mind. If I may recommend a book ” The power of your Subconscious Mind by Joseph Murhpy” for you, as this book, in addition to the bible, has helped me immensely over the years.
Cheers 4 now and take care.

Comment on by Cam

Cam — Thu, 14 Apr 2011 06:12:01 +0000

Many thanks Steele-johns! Thankful for the miracles in your lives! Bring on more I say!

Comment on by Tracey,jordon and Harry

Tracey,jordon and Harry — Wed, 13 Apr 2011 16:51:15 +0000

Our love and prayers as always; to you,Ash and all of your family.Miracles have been so much part of our life;how wonderful that they are and will continue to be a part of your LIFE too.
Thinking of you all with much love
Tracey,Jordon,Harry,Len and Jean xxx

Comment on Ash’s Baptism by sojourner

sojourner — Wed, 13 Apr 2011 12:35:12 +0000

like a cedar of labenon you stand beside the ash may streams of living water continue to bring strength to your rooted lives in Him

Comment on Ash’s Baptism by Samson & Family

Samson & Family — Wed, 13 Apr 2011 09:43:16 +0000

Dear Cam & Ash,
Congretulations to Ash in an advance for the Holy Baptism ceremony from Samson & Family. We shall not be present at the ceremony pysically but pray to the Allmighty to make Ash faith in Lord Jesus Christ stronger and stronger…

With Prayers,
Samson & Family

Comment on by Julianne Pulver

Julianne Pulver — Tue, 12 Apr 2011 15:46:39 +0000

To the sweetest, most gorgeous, adorable, inspirational 37 year old man I know. I am wishing, hoping and praying. You are in my thoughts often and I am sending you healing thoughts and so much love xx
PS I believe in miracles too!

Comment on by sojourner

sojourner — Mon, 11 Apr 2011 16:20:07 +0000

you are healed

Comment on by Samson Kalpana

Samson Kalpana — Mon, 11 Apr 2011 06:47:21 +0000

Dear Cam,
Jesus Christ had said, “I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full.” John 10:10
“The angel of the Lord encamps around those who fear hom, and he delivers them.: Ps.34:7
“Do not let hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me.” John 14:1

Cam, continue to believe in the Lord. He will hear our fervent prayers.

Samson & Family

Comment on by Cam

Cam — Sun, 10 Apr 2011 12:08:23 +0000

Thanks so much for your encouragement Maria – I know you have been through your own miracles – what you say carries weight.

Comment on by Maria

Maria — Sun, 10 Apr 2011 05:58:48 +0000

I believe in miracles. Your life is a miracle. Your ability to continue a miracle, you have survived cancer for many years now. It’s a miracle. This blog is miraculous and inspired and courageous. Ash is a miracle. I believe in healing miracles & I continue to pray for a complete healing for you.
I believe in miracles.

Comment on Perry Stallsus? Not here. by Samson Kalpana

Samson Kalpana — Wed, 06 Apr 2011 15:44:44 +0000

Dear Cam and Ash,
We are indebted to the Allmighty God for his immense help in your life.
Here in India we all are praying fervently for you especially all the tribal christians, orphanage children, cadets and the local church people. We praise God for your strong faith in him at each and every situation of your life. Remember, the eyeas of the Lord is on the righteous… and we all are sure of happening great miracle in your life through the srtength of the Lord.
With Many Prayers,
Samson, Kalpana, Sharon, Selvie and Raja

Comment on Perry Stallsus? Not here. by sojourner

sojourner — Thu, 31 Mar 2011 12:29:36 +0000

sounds like some creative juices are beginning to flow :0)

Comment on Gutted. by khristo

khristo — Tue, 29 Mar 2011 18:39:23 +0000

heya dear cam, sorry to hear your latest. i’ll join with the others in hoping ur stay in hollywood sorts things quickly for u. thanks again for the catchups before i left – look fwd to coffee when im back in town. love and peace, k

Comment on Gutted. by sojourner

sojourner — Tue, 29 Mar 2011 12:00:10 +0000

Sleep ye dear gentleman and dream of better days to come!

Comment on Gutted. by Milanda

Milanda — Tue, 29 Mar 2011 05:16:44 +0000

Hi Cam, i pray that you get the sleep you need to feel refreshed and rejuventated, I know it is that much more difficult to cope with pain when you are sleep deprived. Hope to catch up with you and meet Ash when we arrive in Perth late April. Big HUG

Comment on Gutted. by Peter E Jones

Peter E Jones — Mon, 28 Mar 2011 15:18:41 +0000

Hi Cam, sorry to hear that you are feeling so crook.
Just a thought.
There is a dreadful lergy (viral) doing the rounds which is a gastric one, complete with nausea, upchuck, download, aching muscles etc. Not everyone is getting the Full Monty. Might be confusing if the chemo is also doing similar bad things? Takes about 4 days to shift. Vector is usually a small person . . .

All the best

Comment on Gutted. by Rowes x 3

Rowes x 3 — Mon, 28 Mar 2011 15:08:59 +0000

Cam… never a dull moment hey! Hope Hotel Hollywood solves the mysteries and soothes you while you reside there!
Take care buddy!
Rowes xx

Comment on What hasn’t been happening? by Samson & Famil;y

Samson & Famil;y — Wed, 23 Mar 2011 10:23:47 +0000

Dear Cam,
Greetings from Samson, Kalpana, Sharon, Selvie and Raja from Anand, Gujarat, India in the allmighty name of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ.

Happy Birthday…we thank God for for His great help to you in the past year and he will continue to bless you throughout this New Year. Rememeber, the Lord is with you and His econony is full of healings. Remember the words of a song,”
Open thong u the crystal fountain
whence the healing streams shall flow;…
Strong Deliver,
Be thou still my strength and shield.

Cam, we are greteful to you for sponsoring our children’s school fees and supporting our ministry financially. Yes, many have come to the feet of Jesus Christ through your service behind the curtain. We have purchased 100 Bibles to destribute to the remote area christians out of the help you had sent to us in rememberance of your birthday.
Thanks Ash for your great help to Cam.
May god bless both of you as you continue to experience God’s invisible presence and blessings in your lives.

With many Prayers for Cam,
Samson & Family

Comment on What hasn’t been happening? by Alison Robeson

Alison Robeson — Mon, 21 Mar 2011 12:39:10 +0000

Oh Cam! I found you! Your name is frequently raised with the girls all wondering how you are. It amazes me how after only 10 or so weeks spent in someones company how one is never the same again. You have been one to have left that kind of impression on many lives, Bless you!
Dear Ashley, what a treasure you are! The stress of what you are living through may God strengthen you in your inner man. May He be your portion right now when all else seems to not be going the easy route for you. As you walk through this very narrow,deep place may you find the hidden pools of refreshment, they are there God has promised a feast in the presence of fear and trouble.
Cam please know you are raised in prayer frequently and as you hold on to God for your healing may you soar like the eagle above it all, looking down from a heavenly perspective.
May you know His blessing and presence each moment of every day,
Alison Robeson

Comment on What hasn’t been happening? by sojourner

sojourner — Fri, 18 Mar 2011 18:06:04 +0000

can’t wait to hear more about the challenges! i did my very first abstract project and posted it on my blog – you were instrumental in bringing it about through our discussions on creativity – i continue to hold you to your promise of renenewed creativity!

Comment on An unexpected surprise by Cam

Cam — Wed, 16 Mar 2011 11:11:08 +0000

plenty more on youtube fj!

Comment on An unexpected surprise by franny jo

franny jo — Wed, 16 Mar 2011 10:02:38 +0000

omg cam i watch this 6 times in a row wow wow wow

Comment on This last week by Sojourner

Sojourner — Tue, 15 Mar 2011 12:08:59 +0000

i listened to the message – hmmmm it seems so simple, simplistic – kind of rings a fimiliar bell doesn’t it?

Peace…………

Comment on This last week by Toddy

Toddy — Mon, 14 Mar 2011 12:20:27 +0000

I was really glad to hear that you were encouraged by the Bill Johnson services.

Glad for the extra energy, too.

Comment on This last week by Peter E Jonesq

Peter E Jonesq — Sun, 13 Mar 2011 05:46:50 +0000

Cam
that is a heartening experience with the Johnsons.
Will you be sharing this with Dr Brad to determine how to proceed with any conventional treatment (experimental or not), tests, scans etc?
All the best, take care, have lots of hugs

Comment on Back on the horse by Toddy

Toddy — Tue, 08 Mar 2011 02:28:41 +0000

Mrs Toddy has been listening to some BJ CDs of late, and is very encouraged by them, and really appreciates what he has to say, and the heart from which he says it.

Hope tomorrow goes great!

Comment on Back on the horse by Milanda

Milanda — Tue, 08 Mar 2011 01:20:57 +0000

looking at God’s creations is always good for the soul, heart and body. Big hugs to you Cam

Comment on Displaced by Sojourner

Sojourner — Mon, 07 Mar 2011 13:54:04 +0000

the words of a sojourner!

Comment on Trial results by Peter E Jones

Peter E Jones — Fri, 04 Mar 2011 03:22:01 +0000

Hi Cam
this comment didn’t show up for your previous entry, so here goes another attempt!

it is that pagan Jones again, withering on about evidence, reason etc.
You might like to read the British Medical Journal (BMJ), December 2006:
“Mistletoe as a treatment for cancer”
http://www.bmj.com/content/333/7582/1282.full
Of course this guy is just a professor in complementary medicines and the BMJ is only one of the most highly regarded journals in the medical field. What do all those guys know, hey?
Anyway here is the pull quote from that BMJ article below.
All the best
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Thus, mistletoe has been tested extensively as a treatment for cancer, but the most reliable randomised controlled trials fail to show benefit, and some reports show considerable potential for harm. The costs of regular mistletoe injections are high. I therefore recommend mistletoe as a Christmas decoration and for kissing under but not as an anticancer drug. At the risk of upsetting many proponents of alternative medicine, I also contend that intuition is no substitute for evidence.

Comment on Trial results by sojourner

sojourner — Tue, 01 Mar 2011 22:53:44 +0000

Try tapping into your creative self – choose something that can be done in an air conditioned room – something you’ve never done before – abstract painting with acrylics, paper collages, working with clay, writing poetry, playing instruments you’ve never tried, etc, etc – choose something that you can work on in spurts – it will give you rest and allow you to have a purpose – it will make you use a different part of your brain and keep you from dwelling on reason – it will connect you to the Creator :0)

Comment on Trial results by Hazel

Hazel — Mon, 28 Feb 2011 13:22:04 +0000

Under His wings is refuge. Praying for you.

Comment on Trial results by Vic

Vic — Mon, 28 Feb 2011 06:38:16 +0000

Hi Cam (& Ash)

Gracie & me just saw your latest “you tube” videos. Really great to see you so happy.

Gracie saya she hopes and prays you will get better.

Lots of Love – Vic, Bron & Grace

Comment on End of Round One by Julianne

Julianne — Sat, 19 Feb 2011 16:19:47 +0000

Hi,
I’ve been tossing up about writing this but decided I had to. I know that when you get diagnosed with something as serious as cancer, a lot of people will come at you with different suggestions and it can be overwhelming and sometimes you just don’t want to hear it. However, as you are exploring complementary therapies, there is something that my doctor mentioned to me and a few other people. Mistletoe injections. Perhaps you have heard of it? Anyway, thought Ash might want to research it a bit. From the limited information I have, it could be helpful. Anyhow, let me know if you are interested my dear sweet Cameron. Happy birthday to the gorgeous Ash xx

Comment on End of Round One by tracie

tracie — Mon, 14 Feb 2011 08:21:31 +0000

Cam
Stay strong. I smiled at your coffee & macaroons comment. Its terrific to see with all you have going on you still have an awesome sense of humour.
Who knows that may help you as well.
Following your walk and in awe of your positive nature. You are an inspiration.
Tracie

Comment on Life going on by Tracey,Jordon and harry

Tracey,Jordon and harry — Sun, 13 Feb 2011 08:10:43 +0000

Much love to you Cam.We are thinking of you and your family.xxx

Comment on Life going on by sojourner

sojourner — Fri, 11 Feb 2011 14:21:21 +0000

press on! press on!

Comment on Life going on by Peter E Jones

Peter E Jones — Thu, 10 Feb 2011 02:27:28 +0000

Hi Cam
much better to have a chemo nurse put in those pipes!
I wonder if you can refuse to be (mis-) used as a training body in Charlies?

You may find focussing on intellectual pursuits a distraction from other issues. Try this vid with Carl Sagan’s voice:

We needn’t be afraid of the dark
http://blogs.discovermagazine.com/badastronomy/2011/02/09/we-neednt-be-afraid-of-the-dark/

From Phil Plait’s blog page of yesterday. Always a good read for science and non-science!

Comment on The wedding – the second one that was postponed. by Heather McEwan

Heather McEwan — Wed, 09 Feb 2011 04:11:03 +0000

So many times I’ve begun to write a message and deleted it for the lack of words that will hit the mark. Sometimes peoples attempted words of comfort are just like Dr Think-I-Can-Do-It and his Vein Collapsing Cannula Attempts. So. I wont say much other than you are thought of and prayed for often. And I suspect there are others who lob in here for a read at regular intervals but say nothing also for the same sense of impotence. May God breathe life and healing and His own words of comfort and strength deep into your very bones.

Comment on Super by Cam

Cam — Tue, 08 Feb 2011 07:47:29 +0000

Heya Liv,
Thank you so much.
c

Comment on Super by Liv

Liv — Tue, 08 Feb 2011 03:55:25 +0000

I’m not the most religious person, but I understand the power of prayer. I ask God every so often, to make sure you get better. I know he listens, even when we don’t. I also asked the pastor of a local church if he wouldn’t mind praying as well. He agreed. I actually have no doubt you’ll get out of this. xx

Comment on The wedding – the second one that was postponed. by Toddy

Toddy — Tue, 08 Feb 2011 00:45:08 +0000

Sorry to hear that the wedding couldn’t happen on Saturday, but looking forward to seeing photos of the big day when it happens.

I’ll try and look you up mid-next week for one of the apple juices. In fact, can we mix the apple & orange and make it a real wild one? Party on…

Oh… sorry to hear about your arms, too… when donating blood/plasma, I’ve sometimes had a nurse who was ‘hit and miss’ on a more literal level, but nothing like 6 goes for one needle site… nasty!!

Comment on Super by Toddy

Toddy — Fri, 04 Feb 2011 04:20:35 +0000

Thanks for the update. Let’s hear it for drugs.
Sad that you need them, but glad that you get them.

Comment on Super by sojourner

sojourner — Thu, 03 Feb 2011 13:58:11 +0000

praying, praying

Comment on Another week, another admission by Tracey,jordon and Harry

Tracey,jordon and Harry — Wed, 02 Feb 2011 09:20:30 +0000

We are all thinking of you and sending you much love and strength.You are the most amazing person Cam, it is wonderful to know that you have been welcomed into Ash’s family with such love too.How lovely is she !!.
We remember you all in our prayers and hope that the love that surounds you warms your soul.Good luck Cam.
Lots of love from Tracey,Jordon,Harry,Len and Jeanxxxxxx

Comment on Another week, another admission by Julie Douglas

Julie Douglas — Tue, 01 Feb 2011 13:11:33 +0000

Cam,
I have been reading your blog and praying for you through this long journey. Thank you for sharing your life with us, the highs and the lows, your faith and your deepest thoughts. Your writing is inspiring and real. You are in my thoughts and prayers. ~ Julie

Comment on Another week, another admission by Hayden Fisher

Hayden Fisher — Tue, 01 Feb 2011 04:12:42 +0000

Hey Cam,
Your constant ability to look at all things so positively and objectively is truly inspiring. All the very best for your upcoming celebrations.
Kind regards,
Hayden

Comment on Another week, another admission by the Hoppies

the Hoppies — Tue, 01 Feb 2011 00:35:24 +0000

Thinking of you both and your families -
Praying for you -
Loving you –
lots and always,
the Hoppies oxo

Comment on Another week, another admission by janine

janine — Sun, 30 Jan 2011 23:03:03 +0000

still walking beside… and in awe of the love surrounding you.
J (NSW friend of Mike & Rach)

Comment on Another week, another admission by lynne warrington

lynne warrington — Sun, 30 Jan 2011 06:19:34 +0000

Hey Cam, long time since i’ve been here but i do think of you often. We still have your name on our staffroom prayer list. I hope all your plans for the wedding go really smoothly. You obviously have a great girl there beside you. Stacey is getting married on Oct 22 this year. Big plans ahead. Well Cam I pray your treatment goes well and I wish both you and Ash all the best and God’s blessings for your wedding.
Luv Lynne

Comment on Another week, another admission by Bronny Claughton

Bronny Claughton — Sun, 30 Jan 2011 00:47:36 +0000

Walking and praying beside….

Comment on Another week, another admission by soujourner

soujourner — Sat, 29 Jan 2011 15:23:32 +0000

love and peace to you my brother!

Comment on Another week, another admission by Toddy

Toddy — Sat, 29 Jan 2011 12:33:06 +0000

Far too many multi-sylabic words for my liking.
I trust that you’ll get the rest you need.

Catcha soon,
T

Comment on Another week, another admission by Thelma & Alan

Thelma & Alan — Sat, 29 Jan 2011 06:32:23 +0000

Cam our thoughts and prayers are with you and Ash. Wish we were there now but see you soon. Love from your loving grandparents-in-law to be. xxxxx

Comment on The trials by sally mischke

sally mischke — Fri, 28 Jan 2011 04:15:00 +0000

Hi Cam,
Usually I hear how you are doing second hand. Sorry you have had to change your wedding plans. Selfishly I am thinking this means immobile west aussie cousins like me will now be able to be there! I hope at least some of the dream can be realized with the venues here. As usual just know there are heaps of people out here praying for you, Ash, the treatment, the wedding and the future. Thoughts and prayers from Sally

Comment on The trials by sojourner

sojourner — Wed, 26 Jan 2011 15:00:44 +0000

“Save me, God, for the water has risen to my neck!” Psalm 69:1

Comment on And in other news… by sojourner

sojourner — Wed, 12 Jan 2011 16:38:47 +0000

more storms and upheavel – Dickens!

Comment on Dicken by Cam

Cam — Tue, 11 Jan 2011 16:16:41 +0000

Wow! Brad! I haven’t caught up with you since ’89 in Georgia! Thanks so much for dropping a line and your encouragement. I will email you shortly to fill you in some of what has been going on.

Hope you and your fam are going well.

Cam

Comment on Dicken by Brad Bemisderfer

Brad Bemisderfer — Sun, 09 Jan 2011 23:56:23 +0000

Cam, it’s been many years since you and your folks were at Toccoa Falls College, thats where I remember you from. As I read your life story, its heartwrenching to hear what you have been through. Continue to trust in the greatest physician of all–The Lord! May he continue to place people in your life who encourage you and lift you up when your down. Always know that there are many who continue to pray for your complete healing.
Please tell mom and pop, and both sisters I said hello!

Comment on Dicken by Sojourner

Sojourner — Thu, 06 Jan 2011 15:42:05 +0000

DICKEN!!!!

Comment on Dicken by Toddy

Toddy — Thu, 06 Jan 2011 13:27:36 +0000

The size of a grapefruit? That’s crazy big!! No wonder you’ve been in pain. That’s like having another organ in your abdomen, with no additional room for supplementary organs.

Really glad to hear you got your money back – sorry to hear that celebrations now have to include Dr Brad to a whole new level…

PET scan? This is why I love this blog… to me, a PET scan is when I try to find the kid’s guinnea pig in amongst the hay in it’s hutch. I hope your PET scan goes well tomorrow, and that the results come back better than expected.

Hope to catcha soon,
T

Comment on An unexpected surprise by manda

manda — Tue, 04 Jan 2011 11:57:57 +0000

Wow wee… I’m hoping it’s got something to do with the prayers I and the throngs have been praying on your behalf! xx

Comment on Qualifying by Toddy

Toddy — Mon, 03 Jan 2011 08:58:52 +0000

Sorry to hear about this – not good news at all. In the meantime tho, I trust that the wedding is great, and the the marriage is fun and everything that both of you require it to be.

All the best,
Toddy

Comment on Qualifying by manda and Iain

manda and Iain — Mon, 03 Jan 2011 01:46:19 +0000

Cam this is devastating news… we’re so sad for you and your loved ones right now. We choose to continue to believe that God is still bigger than all of this and has his eye on you… his sparrow! lovelovelove manda and iain xx

Comment on Qualifying by Jamie

Jamie — Mon, 03 Jan 2011 00:35:13 +0000

I’m very sorry to hear this Cam.

Comment on Merry Christmas by Cam

Cam — Mon, 27 Dec 2010 11:12:45 +0000

Heya Toddy,
Thanks for the encouragement man, I have missed our virtual conversations:) The cancer is back in my ribs, I am quite certain, probably back where it was before. It may be quite close to my spine also as my back has been quite painful also. My whole body is in constant pain/discomfort, very rarely letting up. I am back on the oxys just to get through the day, but a managed dose (Ash does a great job in helping me manage this).
As soon as I qualify for the chemo, I have 12 months on the trial where I am able to get the Velcade. After my last lot of Velcade, I was able to have 4 months where I was in some kind of remission, so that may happen again. There is no planned treatment after this lot of velcade.
I am going to have a scan this week sometime to hopefully locate other active lesions so that I might have them radiated.
I am tired. I have had enough really.

Comment on Merry Christmas by Toddy

Toddy — Fri, 24 Dec 2010 14:56:28 +0000

ah, crap. Sorry to read that. Still, you’ll be relieved and comforted by the fact that the season just round the corner is – ‘CRICKET SEASON’! With the 4th Test due to start on Sunday, you’ll be able to settle right in, so that you don’t miss a ball.

Married in a month? Man o man – you don’t muck about! Trust it all goes well.
Me? I moved to Albany so that I wouldn’t have to help with planning. You’ve gone with cancer. We all know that we do what we can to avoid wedding planning. Admittedly, cancer is pretty hard-core, Cam!

So – ribs? Spine? Pelvis? Where is it at, and what’s the prognosis, if you don’t mind me asking?

In the meantime, I hope you’n yours (including the Harris/Shiner/Brown etc extensions) have a great Christmas, and that the new year starts a little more positively than this one has ended.

2010 – it’s been an amazing ride for you, Cam. With all of the ups & downs that you could ask for. In the midst of this, I can’t help but think that you are living life far more than anyone else I know. By the number of ‘lived moments’ you’ve had, I reckon you’re closer to the age of 73 or so.

You’re moments are serving you well.

Catcha soon,
Todd(y)

Comment on From the Ashes, with an Ash. by Pam Randall

Pam Randall — Sun, 07 Nov 2010 11:29:23 +0000

You make me cry with the depth of your willingness to tell us everything and I am delighted that God has blessed you with your new love. Amazing grace! God bless you both. And if you are reading this, Elizabeth, God bless you too.

Comment on From the Ashes, with an Ash. by Meghan in FL

Meghan in FL — Sat, 06 Nov 2010 20:27:42 +0000

Congratulations!

Comment on From the Ashes, with an Ash. by Katie K

Katie K — Sat, 06 Nov 2010 07:39:24 +0000

So cool Very happy for you Cam xx

Comment on From the Ashes, with an Ash. by sojourner

sojourner — Fri, 05 Nov 2010 16:13:57 +0000

i understand you and care about you – blessings to you and your Beloved Ash :0)

Comment on From the Ashes, with an Ash. by Toddy

Toddy — Thu, 04 Nov 2010 13:13:57 +0000

Congratulations… on both counts!

Comment on From the Ashes, with an Ash. by Anna

Anna — Thu, 04 Nov 2010 03:48:41 +0000

Exciting stuff Cam!! Congratulations!! Brilliant news I reckon!!

Comment on From the Ashes, with an Ash. by manda

manda — Wed, 03 Nov 2010 05:37:22 +0000

Wow wee… that is huge! I think I might be one of those surprised people, and phew am I glad you’re ok with that. A lot has happened since your FB status changed to “in a relationship” and our little chat post that
Im thrilled that you have found happiness and love and peace and healing Cam.
Love stacks Manda xxx

Comment on From the Ashes, with an Ash. by Michael Kleef

Michael Kleef — Tue, 02 Nov 2010 18:45:45 +0000

Such brilliant news Cam. Really happy to hear it. And Im so happy for you and Ash. You deserve some happiness mate!
(FWIW this answered the question I asked on FB, namely are you in remission )

Comment on Clear results by Michael Kleef

Michael Kleef — Sun, 24 Oct 2010 04:09:25 +0000

Great news Cam! What does this mean though? Are you now totally clear or locally to your spine?
And congrats on your engagement!
Were praying for you here in Seattle!

Comment on Clear results by Deb

Deb — Fri, 24 Sep 2010 17:18:05 +0000

Reminds me of a healing ….a woman with a big thyroid claimed God had healed her. A year after at the same healing conference still had a big lump in her neck and testified to healing. People said ‘you still have the lump’…she asked God to remove it so they would believe. He did.

Comment on Clear results by Toddy

Toddy — Fri, 24 Sep 2010 00:35:54 +0000

I haven’t ‘walked besides’ (online) for a while, so this has been an ‘interesting’ month worth of catchups.

As usual, your perspective, humour and depth shine through, and I’m so glad to hear that your spine is at least doing what it should. ‘Clinking’ with sojouner on that one…

Oh, and I was glad to hear that the Collie community put the party lights out for you as well… that was very neighbourly!!

Catcha again soon,
Toddy

Comment on Clear results by Trish P

Trish P — Thu, 23 Sep 2010 13:02:14 +0000

Hi Cam – been a long time but have been thinking and praying for you lots – and YES “here’s to strong bones” AND a “strong body” all round. God Bless xxx

Comment on The Spine Who Loved Me by Kris

Kris — Thu, 23 Sep 2010 05:36:03 +0000

Living with hope and a strong desire for good things in life give us will unimagined. I read A walk beside Cam with hope and faith in my heart, All good things your way my friend. Love the Metcalf’s xx

Comment on Clear results by sojourner

sojourner — Wed, 22 Sep 2010 02:09:24 +0000

Cheers! >clink<

Comment on Clear results by Tracey,Jordon and Harry

Tracey,Jordon and Harry — Tue, 21 Sep 2010 15:03:23 +0000

As we said ……YYYYYEEEEHHHHAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!………

lots of love from us all xxx

ps a very wise medic once said to me ‘stop fighting it, let it take away your pain , when you are strong in mind and body-then we will work it out’
He was right and ‘we’ did.
‘Dr’ Phil is a ‘silly chappy’ anyway.(now you know that is very tame for me so it will be easy to spot the sub text here !)
Lastly; does this mean we are on for a spot of ‘activity’ on the sports field at some time in the future then?!!!I will surely look forward to that.T.

Comment on Clear results by Julianne

Julianne — Tue, 21 Sep 2010 13:29:40 +0000

Great news Cam – can’t put into words how happy I am for you xx

Comment on The Spine Who Loved Me by Tracey,Jordon and Harry

Tracey,Jordon and Harry — Wed, 15 Sep 2010 03:38:05 +0000

yeeeehhhhhaaaaaa xxx

Comment on The Spine Who Loved Me by Julianne

Julianne — Tue, 14 Sep 2010 16:26:59 +0000

Hi Cam, have been following your progress. Elated and sad at different times. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Would very much like to catch up with you when you are able love Julianne xx

Comment on The Spine Who Loved Me by sojourner

sojourner — Tue, 14 Sep 2010 11:30:47 +0000

….and he chose life…

Comment on Hospital day by Tracey Jordon and Harry

Tracey Jordon and Harry — Sat, 11 Sep 2010 07:17:26 +0000

Thinking of you and your family Cam.Lots of love and strength to you all.xxx

Comment on Hospital day by sojourner

sojourner — Thu, 09 Sep 2010 20:57:52 +0000

endurance is your special word for now

Comment on Back, Ribs, Heart. by sojourner

sojourner — Thu, 09 Sep 2010 14:09:28 +0000

hurray for heart and head healing! is there a new relationship in your life that has created new hope for “wife,family, healing, wholeness, peace and celebration?” or has your new heart given you new eyes for old relationships?

Comment on Back, Ribs, Heart. by Anna

Anna — Thu, 09 Sep 2010 09:41:15 +0000

I am in awe of your optimism Cam! And I’m happy to keep praying for absolute healing!

Comment on Tribute by Karli Roebuck

Karli Roebuck — Sun, 05 Sep 2010 11:16:52 +0000

Cam, you are lovely! Your tribute encouraged & challenged me. Take care. Love Karli

Comment on Tribute by Sojourner

Sojourner — Sat, 04 Sep 2010 13:36:31 +0000

Cambo? What a blessing to have such parents as these! Send them my regards for doing so well in you :0)

Comment on The good, the bad, and the aesthetically challenged. by sez

sez — Thu, 02 Sep 2010 08:28:59 +0000

thinking of you cam.
love sez xo

Comment on You are my density… by Deb

Deb — Mon, 30 Aug 2010 16:07:10 +0000

Argh…………………arh…………arg…………….ar…………argh………………praying in the spirit.

Comment on Whole and happy by Tracey,Jordon and Harry

Tracey,Jordon and Harry — Mon, 30 Aug 2010 06:03:20 +0000

Hi Cam,we send you our love and strength.You are in our thoughts and prayers.Guess we will have to take a rain check on taking down all of the local athletes,no worries me old darlin it sure is something to look forward too.
Congratulations on your new nephew, great name.Better warn them that he will be 6’3″ in just a few years!
Love to you and all of your lovely familyxxx

Comment on The good, the bad, and the aesthetically challenged. by the Hoppies

the Hoppies — Mon, 23 Aug 2010 07:14:03 +0000

Oh Cam -
this totally sucks! – I have no words…..
we were so excited, thankful and happy for you!
Friend, we are here anytime, all the time.. house and hearts open and we will walk beside you…
Don’t give up, Mr Harris! ox

Comment on Watershed by the Hoppies

the Hoppies — Mon, 23 Aug 2010 07:05:34 +0000

Big hugs and much love to you, Cam

Desperate prayers and knocking at Heaven’s Door!!

Comment on Numb, but want to be more numb. by Rosemary Tester

Rosemary Tester — Mon, 23 Aug 2010 02:50:28 +0000

My prayers are with you at this time. It makes me sad to hear that the cancer is back and you are in pain. May God carry you through this time . Love Rosemary Tester
P.S. Katie had a baby boy on the 3rd August and Melanie is due on the 6th Feb

Comment on The good, the bad, and the aesthetically challenged. by Coopers

Coopers — Sun, 22 Aug 2010 23:15:45 +0000

BUMMER, POO, CRAP!! and all those others words we dont’t allow at our place. Will look out for you on my trips to Charlies with Mum an DadxxCC

Comment on Numb, but want to be more numb. by sojourner

sojourner — Sun, 22 Aug 2010 14:07:53 +0000

;o(

Comment on The good, the bad, and the aesthetically challenged. by sojourner

sojourner — Sun, 22 Aug 2010 14:06:34 +0000

damn it!

Comment on The good, the bad, and the aesthetically challenged. by manda & Iain

manda & Iain — Sat, 21 Aug 2010 12:32:52 +0000

Cam… what to say – devastated for you and wishing and praying this was not the case for you. To have had a taste of freedom and lose that so quickly is hard to reconcile – I don’t get it.
We’ll continue to walk and talk together with you.
Love love love I&A

Comment on The good, the bad, and the aesthetically challenged. by Milanda

Milanda — Sat, 21 Aug 2010 08:05:02 +0000

Cam what can I say but that you are in my prayers, not that you had gone out of them. You life and this site have touched so many peoples lives, we have all walked on clouds with the news that the cancer had gone and will continue to walk with you in this next struggle. I pray that you can find a place of spiritual peace and physical peace. I am sending the biggest HUG my friend….love Milanda

Comment on The good, the bad, and the aesthetically challenged. by Holly

Holly — Sat, 21 Aug 2010 00:14:54 +0000

Oh Cam, so sorry for the crappy news. You are in my thoughts and prayer as always. Sending you love .

Comment on Watershed by Kris

Kris — Fri, 20 Aug 2010 06:27:08 +0000

Cam we Metcalf’s send our love and support to you and yours. Love Ben, Kris, Eli and Carter xxx

Comment on Watershed by melitasu

melitasu — Fri, 20 Aug 2010 03:48:02 +0000

Let me just say I’m desperate for you to hear good news. Even from afar, you’re a big deal for me and have always been.

Comment on Watershed by sojourner

sojourner — Thu, 19 Aug 2010 15:35:07 +0000

you continue in my prayers

Comment on About by Jessica Wishart

Jessica Wishart — Wed, 18 Aug 2010 05:44:19 +0000

Hey Cam, (Mr Harris)
You probably don’t remember me Jessica Trout, you taught me in year 7. I am so shocked to see this. It is such a long story how I came about this page.
I pray you are well.
All the best
Jessica

Comment on Instead by Cam

Cam — Sat, 07 Aug 2010 06:03:00 +0000

Hi Myeloma Man,
For me, the cancer was not the most traumatic thing happening for me. I was at a point where nothing could compare to the overwhelming mental anguish, physical pain and exhaustion that I was dealing with for an extended amount of time.
It is never going to be a good option, but I can understand the desperation when people get to that point.
For me, I believed that there was hope, although every inch of my physical and mental existence wanted to depart, I had to believe that things could get better – my faith was worth nothing without that belief.

Comment on Instead by Tracey,Jordon and Harry

Tracey,Jordon and Harry — Sat, 07 Aug 2010 05:50:59 +0000

Hi Cam,
We have just caught up with all that has been going on in your life.We think of you so often and you are always remembered in our prayers.
How wonderful is the space that you are in now !!.How wonderful that you will continue to share the amazing person that you are.How wonderful that you continue to be a part of the golden thread that we weave into the brilliance that all of our children so deserve.How wonderful that we had the opportunity to share just some of you,even for a short while.
We send you our love and share in the joy that you are walking beside us all now.
p.s. still no house sale, Tassie still the place to be !
Love and joy to you and your lovely family.
From Tracey,Jordon and Harry Steele-John xxx

Comment on Instead by Kathy Smith

Kathy Smith — Thu, 05 Aug 2010 17:05:55 +0000

Praise the Lord Cam so happy you have been released and healed. Sounds like it all happened very close to Kaleb’s 21st Birthday 13 April. I think of you on and off and wonder how you are going. I received a miracle a years ago (not cancer) but still I was very sick and was in shock for weeks and just kept saying I cant believe I feel so good over and over and God is so Good. I was so happy and just kept telling everyone. I got off the stage at church for prayer when they did an altar call for people with long term sicknesses.
Godbless I’ll keep in touch. Very excited about your projects. Seek ye first the Kingdom of God and all these things will be added to you. Kaleb Smith’s Mum, Kathy.

Comment on Instead by Anna

Anna — Thu, 05 Aug 2010 09:36:40 +0000

What is it with God and the “eleventh hour” thing?! Maybe its my teaching background, but I often wish God was more into the “early intervention” thing!

Glad you are still here! I love a good miracle story!!

Comment on Instead by sojourner

sojourner — Wed, 04 Aug 2010 11:55:03 +0000

indeed!

Comment on Instead by Myeloma man

Myeloma man — Mon, 02 Aug 2010 00:04:46 +0000

I guess for people without healing, suicide is a viable option then.

Comment on What I look forward to… by Pam Randall

Pam Randall — Sun, 18 Jul 2010 15:04:49 +0000

Oh, Cam. Oh, Cam. Yes, the English language can be inadequate to explain such joy and delight in your healing that your old friends who have walked beside you, have felt. I am SO HAPPY for you and so overjoyed and so excited and it is such an encouragement for people to know there IS power in God’s Word. God bless, praise Him, oh joy!

Comment on Privilege by Carol

Carol — Fri, 09 Jul 2010 04:43:15 +0000

We will never forget the day – we were at Ayers Rock when we got the news, my Dad was 77 that day – that’s right he’s just turned 80! What is it with the first week of July – Tuesday we found out Mum has lung cancer again. You are an amazing inspiration Cam, you are much loved by the Coopers en masse and what a joy it will be to one day have little Cameron and Camryns running around!!xxCarol & Co

Comment on About by Kristian Anderson

Kristian Anderson — Tue, 06 Jul 2010 11:13:34 +0000

Hi Cam. Thanks for your words on my blog tonight. You couldn’t possibly have known but this week has seen some of the most intense inner fighting I have experienced since my diagnosis. I also have had to contend again with very misguided words of “encouragement”. I’m sure you know what they’re like.

I look forward to reading about your life. For the record, I’m a Perth boy too. I’m also a musician and make TV shows, films and documentaries for a living. My wife is a teacher and singer and we have two beautiful boys, Cody (nearly 4) and Jakob (nearly 2).

I’m on a regime of Oxaliplatin and Avastin at the moment with a side order of Xeloda. Not real nice but I know you know how it goes.

Peace to you and yours.

Talk soon.

Comment on Beyond words by sojourner

sojourner — Fri, 02 Jul 2010 13:57:40 +0000

God is good isn’t he? Your spilling forth calls to mind the oil that is spilling into the ocean that cannot be stopped. Your “ozzing” is the antithisis – yours is of goodness – the other is of bleakness – yours we hope will continue into eternity – the other we hope will be plugged. Yours will coat the feathered souls of the oppressed and afflicted with hope and healing – the other brings captivity and death to the innocent creatures who become encapsulated. May the goodness of God that is spewing from your every pore spread throughout God’s Kingdom like a healing life giving spill that cannot be stopped.

Comment on Blown away by Nicole

Nicole — Tue, 29 Jun 2010 13:17:02 +0000

Cam,
I have read your blog from the beginning with tears of sadness, disappoinment and hopelessness. I prayed for you and thought of you always. Now it is with excitment and joy that I can’t wait to hear about what you are doing. I sense the amazing change in your spirit and your faith is truly inspirational, even when you were down. Enjoy life Cam and we will catch up!!

Comment on Beyond words by Broady

Broady — Mon, 28 Jun 2010 03:09:36 +0000

Sensational mate – thanks for sharing (even though I know you couldn’t help it anyway!)

Comment on Blown away by Bronny

Bronny — Wed, 23 Jun 2010 16:27:42 +0000

Yours is an amazing story Cam and we are privileged to have shared it with you. Thank you for your honesty and willingness to tell it like it is. You have been a blessing to us all – thankyou

Comment on Blown away by sojourner

sojourner — Wed, 23 Jun 2010 14:21:42 +0000

i am so happy for your happy – may God continue to rain upon and within your life Cam Marshall Harris!

Comment on Blown away by Christine

Christine — Wed, 23 Jun 2010 00:15:07 +0000

I am overjoyed at you happiness and well being. I have read this site from the beginning and suffered along with you the disappointments and hardship of your situation. However, I too know the loving intervention of our God in my life after the death of my husband when I had 3 small children and the subsequent bog my life fell into. He response doesn’t seem to always happen when we think it should but my experience tells me without a doubt that he is indeed there and working away quietly in the background sorting out all the mess. It is just in his own time and not ours. Thankyou for your beautiful blog, it has enriched my life and I wish you continued happiness and peace in the future.

Comment on The talk beside by sojourner

sojourner — Fri, 18 Jun 2010 21:39:10 +0000

thank you for sharing the talk beside :0)

Comment on Rebuilding by sojourner

sojourner — Tue, 08 Jun 2010 12:12:12 +0000

i am excited for you cam marshall harris! i’m wore out just reading about your busy-ness! have you had time for any jam sessions?

Comment on The day I have waited for… by Ingrid Rickersey

Ingrid Rickersey — Mon, 07 Jun 2010 07:57:43 +0000

Hi Cam
My name is Ingrid – Although I have not met you in person – I spoke with you about three years ago (I used to work with your Mum in CVS). I am so thrilled to hear of your current progress it is absolutely fantastic.

I worked on the Solaris project the year before last (as an ECU media studies uni student) on a book to be published by Dr David Joske and Paul Murray in conjunction with ECU Mt Lawley. I did a story on Steve Smith and the Chemo Club / Gym. I believe you were one of the people interviwed for the project.
I haven’t heard any more so I don’t know what happened whether or not if ever got published. Perhaps you can enlighten me.

I wondered if you have thought about writng a book about your journey as you have much documeted, it could be quite a good catartic thing to do and also a resource to give others inspiration.
Any way keep on keeping well
Prayers and good wishes to you and your family
Ingrid

Comment on The day I have waited for… by Toddy

Toddy — Fri, 04 Jun 2010 11:19:25 +0000

Great news. Does this mean you no longer need the pint of blood I’ve been saving in a plastic bag for the past year or so? I’ll put it out in the recycling bin.

Comment on The day I have waited for… by Beth

Beth — Mon, 31 May 2010 14:40:32 +0000

We thank God for your happy news and are thrilled for you. You have been on my heart many times in the past 2.5 years, Cam. Thank you for sharing so much with us, the horribly bad and the wildly wonderful! Canberra remembers and rejoices.
Beth (The Canberra/Perth alliance)

Comment on The day I have waited for… by Victor Booth

Victor Booth — Mon, 31 May 2010 07:40:06 +0000

To God be the glory – great things he has done.
Rejoicing in the journey with you – God Bless

Victor

Comment on The day I have waited for… by Ruth

Ruth — Tue, 25 May 2010 08:35:22 +0000

Dearest Cam,
Unspeakably fantastic news. Overjoyed with you all. God has done another amazing thing. Emailing you. love Ruth

Comment on The day I have waited for… by Holly

Holly — Mon, 24 May 2010 22:59:57 +0000

Wonderful and Miraculous!!! So happy for you!

Comment on The day I have waited for… by sojourner

sojourner — Mon, 24 May 2010 13:55:00 +0000

“This, indeed, is miraculous.”

Comment on The day I have waited for… by KatieK

KatieK — Mon, 24 May 2010 13:43:02 +0000

Wow Cam … So amazing. It’s brilliant to hear your news and I can see the grin on your face. Looking forward to catching up soon Katie x

Comment on The day I have waited for… by Anna

Anna — Mon, 24 May 2010 12:43:29 +0000

Yippee!!!

Comment on The day I have waited for… by hamo

hamo — Sun, 23 May 2010 10:08:44 +0000

fantastic news mate!

Comment on The day I have waited for… by Elyce

Elyce — Sun, 23 May 2010 07:23:54 +0000

I don’t know you at all Cam, but reading and following your journey has been inspiring – for you to come to this moment is a miracle.
God has done some amazing work in your life.
Best wishes

Comment on Two down, one to go. by Holly

Holly — Tue, 18 May 2010 21:47:50 +0000

Yay! Keeping you in my prayers as always but especially for the results due at the end of the week.

Comment on Two down, one to go. by Anna

Anna — Tue, 18 May 2010 14:00:30 +0000

Looking forward to hearing your next good news update! Hope your body is starting to catch up too!

Comment on Disbelief by Eva

Eva — Fri, 14 May 2010 16:17:41 +0000

Hi Cam. Are your painkillers opiates? I work as a nurse in the area of addiction and we see a lot of people come off opiates that were originally prescribed for back pain etc… email me if you would like more info Eva

Comment on Disbelief by Claire Pyper

Claire Pyper — Thu, 13 May 2010 03:39:48 +0000

We are so thankful for who you are and how amazingly you have coped with all of this. You are a true inspiration to many!
Onward and upward for you xoxo

Comment on Disbelief by Toddy

Toddy — Mon, 10 May 2010 09:38:37 +0000

It rocks being you!

Comment on Disbelief by Pam Randall

Pam Randall — Sat, 08 May 2010 13:51:11 +0000

I am delighted, thrilled and praising God. Overjoyed for you. Thanks for the updates. Love Pam and Jim R.

Comment on Disbelief by sojourner

sojourner — Thu, 06 May 2010 15:45:14 +0000

Happy that you are happy!

Comment on Set Free by pam randall

pam randall — Sat, 01 May 2010 06:44:49 +0000

Bless you, bless you, Cam. Love Pam & Jim R.

Comment on Set Free by GuenM

GuenM — Mon, 26 Apr 2010 13:26:26 +0000

Being free is good. Remember, Jesus first told the man that his sins were forgiven. Then he said take you bed and go. So, here we go. It’s good to be touched by God.

Comment on Set Free by the Hoppies

the Hoppies — Sat, 24 Apr 2010 00:06:11 +0000

Awesome!
Hang on, it looks as if you are receiving a total healing
to your entire being! PTL!
Big Blessings, the Hoppies

Comment on Keith Lock by sheila rothwell

sheila rothwell — Wed, 21 Apr 2010 14:53:49 +0000

much love sent to Keith and his family….lots of love Sheila and family Poulton le Fylde, outside Blackpool.

Rest in Peace Keith xxx

Comment on Still well by Susanna

Susanna — Tue, 20 Apr 2010 23:19:38 +0000

WOW!
What a wonderful answer to many desperate and relentlessly believing prayers. PTL
Hold on, He renews you inside and out!
((( hugs ))) the Hoppies

Comment on Set Free by manda & Iain

manda & Iain — Tue, 20 Apr 2010 09:11:59 +0000

simply brilliant stuff Cam… mwah xx

Comment on You’ve lost that … feeling. by Toddy

Toddy — Mon, 19 Apr 2010 12:01:47 +0000

Go you good thing.

Comment on Chains fell off by Toddy

Toddy — Wed, 14 Apr 2010 12:25:18 +0000

‘My chains fell off’… ‘it is well with my soul’…

Makes me want to burst into a very soulful rendition of How Great Thou Art!!

Man o man… Baptist roots go deep!

Comment on Chains fell off by cons

cons — Tue, 13 Apr 2010 04:41:06 +0000

I love you Cam! You are amazing x

Comment on Chains fell off by sojourner

sojourner — Tue, 13 Apr 2010 02:13:33 +0000

live man walking!

Comment on Time to live by Cam

Cam — Tue, 13 Apr 2010 00:52:38 +0000

Sounds fab M.
looking forward to it! I have more good news, see post.
lv

Comment on Time to live by Manda & Iain

Manda & Iain — Mon, 12 Apr 2010 15:33:05 +0000

love it all… thinking about you lots today for some reason – was going to call earlier on but the day got away from me. let’s catch up again soon… Ms Smith is back from London so maybe we can convince her to come for dinner and stay longer than 10 minutes next time. We’ll chat xx

Comment on Still well by Katie K

Katie K — Sun, 11 Apr 2010 09:47:21 +0000

Just been catching up on your blog Cam and now I have tears in my eyes hearing your great news … So so happy for you xx Katie

Comment on Keith Lock by Toddy

Toddy — Thu, 08 Apr 2010 11:46:21 +0000

Sorry for your loss, and for the loss no doubt being experienced by his family and other friends & loved ones.

Comiserations.

Comment on Keith Lock by Holly

Holly — Tue, 06 Apr 2010 13:18:32 +0000

so sorry…:(

Comment on Sometimes by Guen M

Guen M — Mon, 05 Apr 2010 06:37:48 +0000

I think it’s both.

Comment on Keith Lock by Milanda

Milanda — Sun, 04 Apr 2010 07:10:52 +0000

what morre can one say….HUGS

Comment on Still well by Rob & Gill

Rob & Gill — Sat, 03 Apr 2010 13:04:31 +0000

Hi Cam, God is truely amazing.

Comment on Sometimes by Toddy

Toddy — Sat, 03 Apr 2010 01:20:11 +0000

Make ‘em stick.

That would suit me better than the alternative.

So – do it for Todd(y).

Comment on Sometimes by Milanda

Milanda — Fri, 02 Apr 2010 23:08:14 +0000

Cam, thinking too much can be detrimental to our health, best just enjoy this time. Milanda

Comment on Comments by Julia

Julia — Thu, 01 Apr 2010 13:30:59 +0000

Dear Cam,
Thankyou so much for your kind offer of prayer for our beautiful little grandaughter Imogen Holmes. You too are an amazingly inspirational person. Prayer and hope are a strong combination of healing.
Best wishes
Julia (Immies Granma)

Comment on Still well by Anna

Anna — Thu, 01 Apr 2010 08:43:21 +0000

I might even be tempted to join those churchy spiro types and say “God is awesome”!!

Comment on Still well by John'n'Rose

John'n'Rose — Thu, 01 Apr 2010 05:43:26 +0000

What a heightened season of unrestrained celebration !! … thanking God for giving Jesus to be our saviour, healer, redeemer … absolutely everything!

Comment on Still well by Guilty Bystander

Guilty Bystander — Thu, 01 Apr 2010 02:02:28 +0000

You are not sure what precisely it was that has given you these great results?
It IS the prayer for healing with your pastor and sister;
It IS the readings that you have been doing;
It IS the prayers on your behalf;
and
It IS the prayers of those people (like me) who struggled with God and told God that they wouldn’t give up until God touches you with his healing hand.
Man, there’s been a lot of spiritual warfare going on in the last few years, especially last year. But He who is with us is so much stronger than the one who is against us.

Comment on Comments by Toddy

Toddy — Thu, 01 Apr 2010 00:33:05 +0000

Man o man… what a fantastic result, and just when things were looking most grim…

Disney would be proud!!

God is no-doubt chuffed!

Cam – 1. C-word – nil.

Comment on Still well by Ruth

Ruth — Wed, 31 Mar 2010 16:08:12 +0000

Wah hoo!! So exciting! Truly thanking God right now.

Comment on Still well by manda & Iain

manda & Iain — Wed, 31 Mar 2010 14:01:55 +0000

Cam we’re still celebrating… hiccup …. note to self, champers 6 nights in row must stop! This result has done so much for our faith in the power of prayer and God’s healing power. YEEEEEHHHAAAA!

Comment on Comments by Manda & Iain

Manda & Iain — Wed, 31 Mar 2010 13:52:03 +0000

We are still celebrating here Cam… hiccup … I promise not to open another bottle of champers for the 6th day in a row… God has used you to bless us and take us to a whole new level of believing in the power of prayer and healing. YEEEHHHAAAA! xxx

Comment on Comments by sojourner

sojourner — Wed, 31 Mar 2010 12:45:40 +0000

Yea! You move from being known as the man with cancer to the man who was healed – can’t wait for you to become known simply as Cam Marshall Harris Beloved

Comment on Comments by Milanda

Milanda — Wed, 31 Mar 2010 12:11:57 +0000

Praise the Lord Cam, I think that when we are at our lowest God can do His mighty work. Stay focus on the big picture and hold the faith with all you have. Big hug from Tassy. Milanda

Comment on About by John R Wallis

John R Wallis — Mon, 04 Jan 2010 15:02:26 +0000

Hi Cam,
Pauline McAlpine asked me to have a look at you site.
It is a soory site indeed…….
If there is anything you think I could do for you, please let me know.
John R Wallis
Email jrwallis@wn.com.au

Comment on Something on my mind. by Hamo

Hamo — Sat, 16 May 2009 00:54:20 +0000

Bummer mate – thinking of you

Comment on Something on my mind. by cons

cons — Fri, 15 May 2009 13:20:59 +0000

Cam I am walking with you as always. xx

Comment on About by Gilly

Gilly — Sun, 08 Mar 2009 14:55:32 +0000

Hi Cam
You don`t know me, I am one of Ann Navins carers who had seen you and Elizabeth at Chidlow church. I have often thought about you both since hearing of your illness.
I wish you the best, keep strong!
Gill

Comment on About by Liz Bint

Liz Bint — Tue, 23 Dec 2008 08:35:08 +0000

Cam – I’ve just heard from your folks for Christmas and so have been prompted to visit your blog – it’s great that there has been some blessings in the midst of all the hard times. I’m praying that the blessings continue for you and Elizabeth. All the Bint’s wish you well and send you and your fam best wishes for this special Christmas, with you, Angus and Stella as the stars!

Comment on About by Cam

Cam — Tue, 23 Dec 2008 00:35:02 +0000

Kylie,
Not sure if you got my email or not.
Let me know if you didn’t, I will try again.

Comment on About by Kylie Allan

Kylie Allan — Wed, 03 Dec 2008 23:32:40 +0000

Hi Cameron – I don’t know if you remember me at all, but I am pretty sure we went to high school together in Albany. I was on another site which had a hyperlink with your name on it, and I thought to myself, “Gee – I used to know a guy with that name” so clicked on it, and here you are. I am just sorry that after all this time with no contact that your diagnosis is the reason we have reconnected. I hope that your faith sees you through and that you come out the other side stronger and better (which I am sure you will!!). Kind regards and wonderful thoughts, Kylie

Comment on by Jamie

Jamie — Tue, 02 Dec 2008 14:21:33 +0000

Good on you Cam. I’ve enjoyed the mental provocation.

Comment on by Cam

Cam — Sun, 30 Nov 2008 00:15:58 +0000

tx beth. ur gr8

Comment on by Beth

Beth — Sat, 29 Nov 2008 02:50:19 +0000

I love it!
Station closed for rest.
I’ve treasured the walk and talk.
God bless you, both.
Warmest thoughts,
Beth (Canberra Perth alliance)

PS. So refreshing to read many flawless pages. You,ve never misspelled or lapsed into text/computer speak.

Comment on by Leanne Pyle

Leanne Pyle — Mon, 24 Nov 2008 00:43:37 +0000

Cam Harris – out of habit I’ve checked your blog this morning, even though I know it’s been laid to rest (something which I think is a positive and perfect thing to do by the way). I cannot stop laughing. Only you would think of something as brilliant as the test pattern …. Much love to you and Elizabeth. I’m looking forward to you visiting me in the hospital for a change later on this week

Comment on by gracie

gracie — Sun, 23 Nov 2008 22:11:27 +0000

Cam, so glad the the walk beside has ended in a ‘toyota moment’ – the leap of celebration and the pause mid-air! The best of outcomes and the chance to begin a new chapter, perhaps a book?
Anyway, thank you. Thank God. You’ll never walk alone.

Comment on Gratitude by Linda M

Linda M — Fri, 21 Nov 2008 21:50:07 +0000

God bless you both ,looking forward to next chapter as we journey life together. Linda M

Comment on Gratitude by Picket

Picket — Fri, 21 Nov 2008 12:29:51 +0000

Hi Cam,
I will miss reading your wonderful humour and honesty.
Good luck to you both with all of your endevours. I hope your silver work really takes off and that you stay happy & healthy. Thanks for the journey
Tracie

Comment on Gratitude by Cams' Fam

Cams' Fam — Fri, 21 Nov 2008 11:50:36 +0000

While ‘walking beside’, we of Cams’ family have been constantly moved and amazed by the loving care, devotion and commitment given to Cam. Elizabeth, you are a treasured gift, dearly loved and profoundly admired. We honour you and your precious family who selflessly released you to us. To all those who prayed, wept, loved, cooked, wrote, heard, blogged, treated, encouraged, visited and walked beside Cam and Elizabeth, we add our heartfelt gratitude to their expression. It reached us too. To our loving changeless God, our profound gratitude. Cam and Libs, we are all still ‘walking beside’ with huge love.

Comment on Gratitude by Dave Marlow

Dave Marlow — Thu, 20 Nov 2008 11:08:42 +0000

Hi Cam, I’ve been irregularly following your progress from afar. Great to hear that you’re feeling like you’re through the dark forest and into the lush green fields on the other side. Drop us an email sometime, I’ve been too old-fashioned for this webby/bloggy stuff All the best to you and Liz, let us know when you’re next in Melbourne. Love Dave, Christine & 3 kids (which will be 4 in May!)

Comment on Gratitude by yet another fan

yet another fan — Thu, 20 Nov 2008 09:17:12 +0000

Another chapter finishes, hey! Hope the next one will be more fun than this last one was. All the best with your new journey x

Comment on Gratitude by Judy

Judy — Thu, 20 Nov 2008 08:59:39 +0000

Blessings to you and Liz as you have been a blessing to me with your insights, honesty and quirky humour. Much luv – Katie’ mum / Asher’s G’ma

Comment on Gratitude by Stu & Jules

Stu & Jules — Thu, 20 Nov 2008 08:46:09 +0000

Thanks for all your insights. Wishing you & Elizabeth the very best.
Love Stu, Jules & Eddy
x

Comment on Gratitude by Cons

Cons — Thu, 20 Nov 2008 04:16:12 +0000

God Bless xx

Comment on Gratitude by Sarah

Sarah — Thu, 20 Nov 2008 01:12:48 +0000

Kick ass guys, we love you

Comment on Gratitude by Sally Hopper

Sally Hopper — Thu, 20 Nov 2008 01:11:51 +0000

Hi Cam
Just want to say that even though I haven’t written on the site for a while I’ve still been following the journey. I will miss seeing you and what you’re up to but wish you all the best Thanks for all the honesty along the way
God bless and lots of love
Sally

Comment on Gratitude by The Stalker

The Stalker — Wed, 19 Nov 2008 13:57:19 +0000

This is great news Cam, but i have to say, i will miss reading your journey, bith the triumphs and struggles.
I too will have to find alternative ways to stalk you.
But if this means you’re in remission indefinetely, then I say SHUT IT DOWN!!
Will you be starting any new sites???
Maybe i just need to get my own life!

God Bless You Cam!

Comment on Gratitude by Toddy

Toddy — Wed, 19 Nov 2008 11:34:41 +0000

But, how will I continue to stalk you?
If I can’t live my life vicariously through you, then what is a bod to do?

Tell me, did you ever see the movie, ‘Fatal Attraction’?

Be seein’ ya…

Comment on Gratitude by Simon

Simon — Wed, 19 Nov 2008 07:10:53 +0000

How wonderful to see you finish this chapter. I hope it has cobwebs and is a web relic next time you choose to reflect on it. May it never be opened and written in again. God bless you both.

Comment on Gratitude by sojourner

sojourner — Tue, 18 Nov 2008 14:49:37 +0000

Hay! I will miss this place. Perhaps you will start a new blog or continue between a hard rock and a place. Your welcome to visit His Garden – leave a comment so I know you’ve been there :0)
Grace & Peace!

Comment on Gratitude by Sharon Murphy

Sharon Murphy — Tue, 18 Nov 2008 13:48:01 +0000

Well Cam I am truly sad that I will not be regularly reading something that you have written whether it be about myeloma or not.
I found your blog on an American myeloma forum site at a time when I needed to connect with someone who understood exactly what I was feeling and there you were writing my feelings with your words (sounds like a song dose n’t it) and even though we have never met I feel like I know you.
I don’t know many men who can articulate their feelings as honestly as you have, I think you have a real talent for writing I would love to read any book that you may decide to write in the future.
I wish you and Liz long healthy lives and I pray that your blog remains in remission forever, and if you are ever in Dora Creek (NSW) please look me up.
Love Sharon.

Comment on Friday night by frannyjo

frannyjo — Sun, 16 Nov 2008 11:11:58 +0000

im in

Comment on Friday night by Eva

Eva — Sat, 15 Nov 2008 15:47:35 +0000

Universal Bar plays some pretty good funk!

Comment on Friday night by sojourner

sojourner — Fri, 14 Nov 2008 14:51:07 +0000

Friday night blues – not there yet – time difference ‘ya know – hang in there!

Comment on Friday night by Jan

Jan — Fri, 14 Nov 2008 13:52:08 +0000

Hey Cam
I’ll be right over! Oh Yeah…..that’s right, it will take me at least one day of flying and a bajillion time zones, so if I left right now would I get there, tomorrow or yesterday? I can never remember how the time thing works and I can’t even blame that on chemo brain. I am leaving for a 10 day Caribbean Cruise later this afternoon. Can’t wait….cocktails on the open seas……a bit of gamblin (blackjack), and I want to fulfill one of my “gotta do before I die” things of Swimming with the Dolphins while over in the Islands. Need any cheap rum ?as the Bacardi Factory is in Puerto Rico and the prices are dirt cheap. I’ll take lots of pics and post them on my blog when I get back. You yeah…..by the way, please read my last entry as I’d like some feedback on my current “relapse” thoughts. Fight the good fight my friend!
Love ya!

Comment on When I have nothing to say… by Katie

Katie — Wed, 12 Nov 2008 03:10:53 +0000

Better than Van Halen I agree.

Comment on When I have nothing to say… by sojourner

sojourner — Tue, 11 Nov 2008 17:20:34 +0000

This was GRAND!!!!! Listened to the whole thing and enjoyed it all!!!!!! Your friend has a talent – is he really singing? If so he has more than one talent.

May the Force be with You!

Comment on When I have nothing to say… by Kylie

Kylie — Tue, 11 Nov 2008 13:50:21 +0000

Brilliant – and imagine if he used his powers for good!

Comment on The Return of Harris & Son by Amanda

Amanda — Mon, 10 Nov 2008 19:11:53 +0000

Awesome, Cam! How exciting!

Comment on The Return of Harris & Son by rat

rat — Fri, 07 Nov 2008 13:48:09 +0000

Grandma white’s still got some the old harris &son spoons at home in koji. i can get photos of them if you like.

rat

Comment on The Return of Harris & Son by Cam

Cam — Fri, 07 Nov 2008 02:27:59 +0000

I am praying for revival.

Comment on The Return of Harris & Son by Broady

Broady — Fri, 07 Nov 2008 02:22:35 +0000

Looks like the old silver game was a pretty serious business in the 30′s!

Comment on The Return of Harris & Son by the Hoppies

the Hoppies — Thu, 06 Nov 2008 21:55:35 +0000

How exciting, Cam.
Fantastic website and beautiful silver designs!
Keep up the great work.
Love from the Hills

Comment on The Return of Harris & Son by jamie

jamie — Thu, 06 Nov 2008 15:06:09 +0000

Good on you Cam. Exciting stuff. Guennadi did a nice job on the web site too

Comment on The Return of Harris & Son by sojourner

sojourner — Thu, 06 Nov 2008 13:31:01 +0000

I am so excited for you! Don’t you just love the way stories of our past write the narratives of our future! The voices of generations past reverberate within our hearts pushing us forward to make a print in other’s lives. Didn’t it feel surreal to have walked into that shop as the proprietors words continued to reverberated throughout the shop like the breath of your forefathers—Harris and Sons……. I love the picture that must paint for you :0)

Comment on The Return of Harris & Son by Cam

Cam — Thu, 06 Nov 2008 12:32:38 +0000

I will give you the number of my web designer, for a fee.

Comment on The Return of Harris & Son by guennadi.com

guennadi.com — Thu, 06 Nov 2008 10:48:35 +0000

Nice web site.

Comment on The Return of Harris & Son by Don

Don — Thu, 06 Nov 2008 09:34:49 +0000

Well done Cam!!! Can’t wait to see you at work. Love the website. Very exiting!

Comment on Storytime by sojourner

sojourner — Tue, 04 Nov 2008 15:44:09 +0000

Anxiety normally causes less cognitive thinking (we do things automatically). We become anxious because we do not know what to say or do around somebody with cancer. We speak without much thought and say things that should not be said when silence is the better way.
Depression normally causes more cognitive thinking (we analyze everything). Living with a cancer diagnosis will cause a person to feel down and depressed, which would tend to cause us to process information more deeply and realistically. The combination of the two makes for an uncomfortable mix. But it helps to know and understand the individual perspectives.

Comment on The Best Year Of My Life! by Maria Binns

Maria Binns — Tue, 04 Nov 2008 08:52:36 +0000

Ummm more to say. I have heard some people say in hindsight when they have been given the all clear that it was the best thing to ever happen to them. How shitty was their life before? I mean really?

Comment on The Best Year Of My Life! by Maria Binns

Maria Binns — Tue, 04 Nov 2008 08:51:15 +0000

I think maybe you woudl also need a fairly severe mental illness to say that a year with cancer has been the best year of your life. I think it is quite normal to prefer sunshine to rain and fair weather days to really tough ones! Glad to see you are normal!

Maria

Comment on The Silver Lining by Maria Binns

Maria Binns — Tue, 04 Nov 2008 08:43:06 +0000

Hey Cam,
Reading this brought tears to my eyes. I have such fond memories of visiting the store and of my parents buying loads of those lovely wildflower spoons to give as presents. I remember the workshop at the back of the store and the smell of it. I think that it was one of the reasons I quit teaching for a year and went and studied jewellery design and manufacturing at tafe.
Making stuff with your hands is just so unreal!
You have it in your blood!
Maria

Comment on Storytime by katie

katie — Mon, 03 Nov 2008 12:30:48 +0000

Does this mean we all have to stop using YOU as our ‘i know a guy with cancer’ story? oh maaaaan. talk about stealing a girls thunder. alright then, we will learn to conversationally behave. it will take some retraining. don’t expect results in the first 4 – 6 months.

Comment on Storytime by Cam

Cam — Mon, 03 Nov 2008 00:07:32 +0000

Don, I have learned by stuffing up, mainly. I think I was under the impression when growing up that I had information that people needed to hear when they were facing difficult times. All they really wanted was for someone to hear them. I am sure that most people, even in their grief, are able to ask, “What do you think?” if they are ready for others’ thoughts.

Comment on Storytime by Don Gunn

Don Gunn — Sun, 02 Nov 2008 22:57:57 +0000

Thanks Cam, that’s good info. I agree, often my own initial knee jerk reaction would be to try to make you feel better. That can sometimes have its place – but often, people just need to work things through for themselves – and grieve. Those guys who sat with Job got a lot wrong when they finally spoke, but their sitting with him in silence for the first week sounds like an awesome example to follow.

Comment on What This Stuff Can Do by Toddy

Toddy — Wed, 29 Oct 2008 11:40:56 +0000

I choose denial.
That makes me weak.

I’m ok with that.

Sticks & stones will hurt my bones, but denial keeps me emotionally protected.

Comment on What This Stuff Can Do by Sharon Murphy

Sharon Murphy — Tue, 28 Oct 2008 22:32:57 +0000

In my humble medical opion i believe stress causes a lot of blood cancers, so getting things off your chest and not letting them bubble away inside and eat at you is a good thing better out than in.
By the way i love Monty Python and the Holy Grail would have to be one of the best especially that scene.

Comment on What This Stuff Can Do by sojourner

sojourner — Mon, 27 Oct 2008 15:31:54 +0000

I hope you have a neutral somebody you can talk to in order to help you sort through all the tangles your dealing with. I’m going to have to digest the black knight story for awhile!

Comment on To be considered by Julianne

Julianne — Fri, 24 Oct 2008 15:23:57 +0000

Hi Cam,
Boy, I know what you mean – I also find myself very confused, vegetarian, soy, no dairy products, tamoxifen, chemo, radiation etc etc. there is so much conflicting stuff out there but someone pointed out to me the other day that one thing stands undisputed – vegetables. Eat lots of them. Another good piece of advice from a dr the other day was when you are shopping at the supermarket, buy stuff that your great great grandmother would recognise.
Have missed seeing you at chemo club. Also wanted to say how lovely you were to save seats for me at the Tolman evening. You are so sweet and such a gentleman. Feel lucky to have made your aquaintance.

Comment on Keeping Up With The Walk Beside. by Jules & Stu P

Jules & Stu P — Fri, 24 Oct 2008 13:19:53 +0000

Hi Cam. We just googled “the walk beside” looking for you … so glad we found you instead of drugs.
We’re so sad for what you’ve had to experience over the last couple of years. You have such a way of articulating and reflecting in this blog. Congratulations on your current endeavours – how great to be relaunching the family business. And congrats on entering Uncle-dom too!
Jules & Stu
x

Comment on AHCB by Philly

Philly — Fri, 24 Oct 2008 09:20:25 +0000

could eat that kid!

Comment on AHCB by joke

joke — Fri, 24 Oct 2008 09:07:32 +0000

You looking at me!!!!

Great photo Cam just love it

Comment on AHCB by Anne van Riel

Anne van Riel — Fri, 24 Oct 2008 06:02:22 +0000

this would have to be the cutest thing i have seen in a long time!! adorable!!!

Comment on AHCB by sojourner

sojourner — Thu, 23 Oct 2008 14:37:31 +0000

I can see the whole world in those big eyes!

Comment on To be considered by sojourner

sojourner — Wed, 22 Oct 2008 15:47:11 +0000

You have constructed some wonderful goals for the future. Goals are good for positive motivation and positive motivation is good for healing mind, body, and spirit.

Comment on To be considered by Cam

Cam — Wed, 22 Oct 2008 05:57:20 +0000

I’ve never given birth. Building walls and putting up shade-cloth is comparatively easy (although I was in labour all day, endured cramps, got irritable and short tempered – so it is kind of the same, I guess).
Anyway, you certainly out-do my efforts Stalker. Looking forward to seeing you and the girls soon.

Glenn, that 4% can very easily make you feel like it is 100%, according to statistics (my own).

Comment on To be considered by The Stalker

The Stalker — Wed, 22 Oct 2008 03:31:12 +0000

Cam,
you always seem to put me to shame!
Is there anything that you CAN’T do??
Cancer or not..you are one clever / handy and motivaltional person.
WE must do a catch up inbetween all your jobs!

Comment on To be considered by Glenn Marlow

Glenn Marlow — Wed, 22 Oct 2008 00:30:20 +0000

Hey Cam! Great to here that you are maintaining a positive outlook and are still doing well, in spite the many pessimistic voices out there (there are far too many ‘wet blankets’ in the world as it is!) We must catch up again for a ’4%’ sometime!

Comment on Chemo Brain by Bonnie

Bonnie — Mon, 20 Oct 2008 17:18:05 +0000

Cam I was just telling Levi the other day how much you love singing. I’m sure you’ll remember enough song words to keep you going through the day. We love you guys
Love the Pattersons

Comment on Looking back, looking forward by Bonnie

Bonnie — Mon, 20 Oct 2008 17:05:13 +0000

I have just been crying with tears of joy for you both as I sit here on my night shift. We are excited to see whats in stall for you both with your many projects and we can’t wait to see you soon. Lots of Love Bonnie & Family

Comment on The Silver Lining by Cam

Cam — Sun, 19 Oct 2008 00:52:44 +0000

Hey Jan, just sent you an email – and everyday there is a reason to break out the champagne! You are looking great by the way, nice work on the hair!!

http://janscancerjourney.blogspot.com/

Comment on The Silver Lining by Jan

Jan — Sat, 18 Oct 2008 13:51:27 +0000

CAM……EMAIL ME! I know you’ve been busy, but please take a sec to let me know what’s going on in the silver biz, as of course my little ole chemo brain is on overtime thinking of some possibilities we might have together. I am making glass beads now…..awesome ones I might add and will soon send my websites out into the world too. Isn’t it absolutely WONDERFUL & AMAZING that for 2 people who basically received what would have been a death sentence just a few short years ago, are now in remission and starting their own businesses like we are gonna live forever??? I LOVE IT! Hat’s off to US…..Break out the champagne! We ARE the bomb! Love ya

Comment on The Silver Lining by Cam

Cam — Sat, 18 Oct 2008 00:28:39 +0000

Hi Sojourner and Sharon,
Yes the website will be up fairly soonish, and it will essentially be my primary shopfront. I have a workshop in the city but it is essentially just a workshop and office.
There is a lot of silver stuff that Grandpa designed around Australian wildflowers, so that will make up the majority of the silverware to begin with.
My designs will drip through over time I think, but for now it will be mainly the heritage collection made up of ornamental knives, spoons, pendants, letter-openers etc.

Comment on The Silver Lining by Sharon Murphy

Sharon Murphy — Fri, 17 Oct 2008 23:01:10 +0000

So Cam as I am not familiar with your family history. i do hope you have a web site so i can puruse exactly what it is you are creating and making. I hope it is jewellery as i am a silver wearing person.
I also want to tell you how happy i am that your life is starting to get back to normality.

Comment on The Silver Lining by sojourner

sojourner — Fri, 17 Oct 2008 14:55:22 +0000

I’m excited for you and hoping you will make your art available through the web!

Comment on Keeping Up With The Walk Beside. by sojourner

sojourner — Mon, 13 Oct 2008 13:03:15 +0000

Hacker = Guilt
Friend = Salvation
Explanation = Forgiven
Free = Gift
Published = Good News

Comment on Looking back, looking forward by Hazel O'Neill

Hazel O'Neill — Sat, 11 Oct 2008 14:32:31 +0000

Your enthusiasm for life, and moving on, is one very encouraging message. At the core of us we want to embrace life and make each day count, right?
So happy for you both. x

Comment on Looking back, looking forward by sojourner

sojourner — Fri, 10 Oct 2008 14:44:20 +0000

You GO Cam!

Comment on Looking back, looking forward by The Stalker

The Stalker — Fri, 10 Oct 2008 12:30:50 +0000

I’m very impressed Cam!
My fitness levels are terrible at the moment..and the only excuse i have is baby belly! (I suppose the nightly chocolate fix doesn’t help either).
You are an inspiration..keep going, but don’t over do it either. (Or if you are anything like me, don’t do it at all!)

Comment on Looking back, looking forward by Pam

Pam — Fri, 10 Oct 2008 09:50:26 +0000

We are delighted to hear the good news, Cam. Fantastic!

Love Pam and Jim Randall.

Comment on Looking back, looking forward by Katie K

Katie K — Fri, 10 Oct 2008 07:54:13 +0000

fabulous fabulous stuff cam! what a wonderful update! looking forward to joining you for tues nite @ the brisbane again soon! we shall have to crack some champers! i’m sure a 300m run by some one who has been very ill must be some sort of world record!

Comment on Looking back, looking forward by Simon

Simon — Thu, 09 Oct 2008 20:29:16 +0000

I’m lost for any meaningful words. Fan-bloody-tastic mate.

Comment on Chemo Brain by Toddy

Toddy — Thu, 09 Oct 2008 02:42:33 +0000

Chemo brain? HAH!! You’ve just hit an early male-menopause. It’s tricking you into feeling strong and capable.

Some would say that ‘a mind is a terrible thing to waste’.

I would rephrase that to say, ‘A waist is a terrible thing to mind’…

Comment on Chemo Brain by Jan

Jan — Wed, 08 Oct 2008 22:32:11 +0000

chemo brain? what brain? I lost mine around may 15th

Comment on Chemo Brain by julian

julian — Wed, 08 Oct 2008 03:38:09 +0000

hey cameron
rochelle and julian masters here. our thoughts and prayers go out to you and the family. what can i say? what a journey you’re on and a gift of documenting you have.
love and peace
julian roch & boys

Comment on Farmocology by frannyjo01

frannyjo01 — Tue, 07 Oct 2008 13:02:44 +0000

dude i so remember u telling that story at skool, if i rember rite it was just before a camp and that whole time i thought of that story, gets me every time i think about it, i get my lisence soon. would love to come down and visit you and libs if that ok and when your free.

give my love to libs and i miss you heaps ‘
love franny -jo

Comment on When news ain’t welcome by Jan

Jan — Sat, 04 Oct 2008 14:33:44 +0000

OH MAN….almost wished I hadn’t click the link! As soon as that beautiful face popped up on my screen I knew I was in love and will add another beautiful soul to my prayer list. Cancer should be so OFF LIMITS for kids. Shit, it’s bad enough us adults have to deal with it, but this baby, and his parents…..enough is enough. Thank you Cam for sending the blog address……I will pray

Comment on When news ain’t welcome by Cam

Cam — Fri, 03 Oct 2008 13:56:33 +0000

I’m sure you have met some amazing people in your journey too Simon. The bittersweet crossing of paths where you wish you didn’t have to meet under these circumstances, but still glad you met.
Still thinking of Oliver as he gets through this round of chemo. Amazing what he is coping with at such a young age. It is a situation I find very difficult to come to terms with. He sounds like he is in great hands.

http://roebuckfamilyjourney.blogspot.com/

Comment on The Best Year Of My Life! by Jan

Jan — Fri, 03 Oct 2008 13:54:23 +0000

Hey Cam
I totally understand what you are saying, and have also come across people that say “cancer is the BEST thing that ever happened to me”. I want to say…could you please kiss my ass! I feel as you do….I have found many things that cancer has opened my eyes to and it has brought many people into my life I would have never met… my changes…it you want to call it that… is the more of the “grateful I’m here to experience this” type of thing, rather than this earth shattering revelation type thing others talk about. Maybe it’s our stage in this friggin mess we’re in. I was always a positive person BC (before cancer) anyway, so when I read these people say it is the best thing that ever happened to them, it only makes sense to me that they were absolutely 100% type A, always stressed, ignored feelings of all kinds etc etc. type of people. Then it does make somewhat sense that there are such “profound” changes from cancer for them. I think we are just the people we were BC, just a bit more aware and in tune that today is all we have. It’s weird that you wrote about this today, b/c on my blog http://www.janscancerjourney.blogspot.com my last few entries address this exact type of thing. Love and hugs

Comment on When news ain’t welcome by Simon

Simon — Fri, 03 Oct 2008 13:29:26 +0000

I have pondered what to write for the past 10 minutes, and I’ve got nothing. “I’m sorry” seems like such a weak and impotent statement to make to this sort of bad news, but it is all we can say. It is a sad fact that not only do you and Libs have to deal with this, but you will also come to know others who are doing the same, and so are not only walking your own journey, but are also walking beside others.

Comment on The Best Year Of My Life! by Simon

Simon — Fri, 03 Oct 2008 13:17:59 +0000

Amen.

Comment on The Best Year Of My Life! by stacey

stacey — Fri, 03 Oct 2008 03:33:15 +0000

i agree with where you are at. If cancer, and other such traumas and tragedies are so great then why aren’t we all wanting them to happen to us??? Simply because they suck! And as you say, that doesn’t mean that good things can’t come out of them, but the actual trauma itself isn’t something people desire. Even Jesus asked God if there was any other way when he was about to be crucified.

Comment on Farmocology by Asher's G'ma

Asher's G'ma — Thu, 02 Oct 2008 08:34:04 +0000

So glad I read this blog – just realised I had missed son-in-law’s b’day!! Oooops!
Thrilled with the “all clear” news.

Comment on Farmocology by Katie

Katie — Wed, 01 Oct 2008 23:41:33 +0000

Murray is still trying to think of a Russian comment to add of appropriate silliness so while he deliberates (and yes continues to speak Russian at home Lea, I think Asher will grow up with an accent) I shall add my two bits and say I am very glad to know you all, and be known by you. In every sense of love and friendship.